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A Truly Deep Thought That Nobody Can Comprehend. (That's Just How Deep My Brain Goes!) [Apr. 27th, 2006|06:20 pm]
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All Around Us. Everything We Beleive Is Called Our "Objective Truth". Our Objective Truth Is Decided By Our "Objective Reasoning". For Example. Somebody Doesn't Beleive In God. That's Their Objective Truth. They Don't Beleive In God Because To Many Bad Things Have Happened To Christian's. That's Their Objective Reasoning. Got It? OK, So Technically Anything You Perceive AS Truth IS Truth. That's Only Your Objective Reasoning. But Objective Reasoning Is Also Affected By Others Ocassionally. Like, If You're Told That Rainy Days Are Supposed To Make You Sad, Then Eventually You Will Start To Beleive It, Right? But You Can Still Have Fun On A Rainy Day. So It's All In HOW And WHY You Perceive This As Truth. Whether You Were Told That, Or If You Just Came Upon That Conclusion Yourself.
So, Another Thing. Freedom, The Instrumentality Of Man, And Myself. Imagine If You Will, You Live In A World Much Like A Piece Of Paper, Except Without Any Ends. And You Are The Only Person There. This Is A Stage I Call Perpetual Freedom. You Can Create Anything You Wish. But You're Just Uncertain About What You Wish To Create, Which I Will Explain Later. But Somebody (God Or Whoever) Takes A Pencil And Draws A Line. This Becomes Your Earth. You Feel More Complete In This World But You Have Lost A Degree Of Your Freedom. You May No Longer Fly. But You Are Now Also Given New Freedoms, Such As To Walk All Across Your Earth. And You May Also Change Yourself To Whatever You Would Like To Be. Whatever Your Objective Truth Tells You What You Are. Yet You Do Not Know That Yourself. Here's Why. There's Nobody There To Interact With. You, Your Body, Your Clothes, Your Shoes. These Are All There For Others To Recognize You As Yourself. These Are All Symbols For Yourself. But Everybody's Objective Truth That Has You In It, Perceives You As Who You Are To Them. And Everybody Together, Helps Them To Differentiate Themselves From Each Other. Still, If Nobody's In Your World, You Are No Different From Your World. There Is No Telling How You Are Different. There's No Difference Between Yourself And Nothing. That Is Your Objective Truth. And Not Just Your Objective Truth, But THE Truth. That Is Why You Are Uncertain What To Create In Your World. Because You Are Nothing In Your World. You CAN'T Know What You Like Or Anything.
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I Would Take Sin For You [Apr. 21st, 2006|06:10 pm]
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With A Brush Off My Shoulder, I Shall Leave This World. Happiness, Lonliness From My Conscience Is Hurled. As The Destiny Of Hell That Only I Can See, The Gates Of Heaven Close For All Eternity. I Extend A Hand To The Ones That I Love, But They All Dwell In Sin, Hearts As Fleeting As A Dove. Now All That I Knew And All That I Said, Was Meaningless Ramble With Which I Was Fed. No More Can They Lie, I'm Much Smarter Now. If Death Must Come, I Won't Kill My Pride And Bow. I Will Subside My Fears And Remember My Friends. The Love That I Knew, The Love I Will Mend. All The World Against Me, I Cannot Change This Mode. With The Wind At My Face, I Will Carry This Load. My Children Will Remember Me Better, I Fear. As The Man Who Stole Away Their Mother, So Dear. But Now I Run Away To A Much Better Land, Where Peacful Waters Flow And The Clouds Meet The Sand. And If I Am Dead Before You Return, Just Remember, My Love, It's For You That I Yearned. Promise To Follow Me To The Ends Of The Earth, Until Once Again I Rejoin You In Birth. I'll Love You Tomorrow, And Every Day Here On In, Until Bound In The Flesh, And Again Tortured By Sin.
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I Know You're Still There [Apr. 7th, 2006|06:08 pm]
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[music |Haunted - Evanessence]

Can You Feel My Breath On The Back Of Your Neck? Can You Hear Me Whisper To You, "I Still And Always Will Love You"? Can You See The Dawn Of A New Day While I Hold Your Hand? Because Love Can Never Part, Love Can't Go Out. I've Given Too Much For That To Be True. There's No One I Can Give My Love To For You Are The One I Want To Be Close To. I Know That They Said It Would Never Become True. But Here I Am, Watching You Cry Like There's No End To The Pain. And Though I Know That You Can't See Me, I Know That You Feel Me. Deep Inside Your Heart It Beats Me.
Nobody Can Say That The Truth Is Dead, Cus' You Hope Beyond All Hope. And Though I'm Dead, And I Stand Here Alone, You Can Hear Me Cry Aloud. I Wish For You, I Pray For You, I Reach For The Life That Binds Us For Good. As Our Hearts Beat As One In Rythm, We Remember The Long Nights Dancing In The Rain. Now I Must Leave, The Path Is Set, Our Souls Will Bind Our Love Again.
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Rain [Apr. 6th, 2006|12:34 pm]
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My Heart Is A Broken Faucet. Pouring Things That I Don't Want Out. But I Can't Stop It Now. And As This Sadness Pours Over All The Earth, It Also Brings About The Love Of A Single Person. To Some, She Is Known As Rebecca. But To Me She Is My Reason To Be. Be Love . . . Be Loved. There Is No Going Back. No Changing the Past. No Time To Experience What Time Has Lost. My Heart Aches With The Knowledge That As The Years Pass, The Memory Of Her Is Fading . . . . . . fading . . . f a d i n g . . . . Until Only The Littlest Whisp Of Her Remains With Me. But As Long As I Believe, As Long As I Know, As Long As I Feel The Eternal Love That Has Touched My Heart. Now And Forever. And Now That The Suffering Has Stopped, My Love Breaks Free. And As It Falls To The Earth, It Engulf The World, Like This Neverending Rain.
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Bring Me To Life [Apr. 4th, 2006|06:18 pm]
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There's No Telling What Ways The Tide Will Turn. In A World As Strange As This, The Saints Are Above Any Sanctification. The Soldier Can Only Hang His Head And Cry. There's No Logic To The Power One Man Can Hold. And The Gods Of Death Laugh At My Expense. They Refuse To Hear My Prayers. The Time Is Passing And Can Not Come Fast Enough. I Desire Death That Is Beyond My Grasp. My Loved Have Forsaken My And The Reaper Is My Only Friend. She Will Comfort Me In Her Arms Tonight. One More Whisper, One More Stare. It's All To Much For Me To Bear. Inside The Wounds Of Broken Glass, I Search My Soul Until At Last. I Am Beyond The Help Of All And My Body Can Not Take The Power and The Pain. Offer Forth Thine Loving Hand, Oh Death And Take Me From This World. What Simple Creatures These Mortals Be, While I Am Lifted From Eternity. But Lo, I Am No Longer Man Yet As I Stand, I See The Gates That Seperate. Man From The Throne Of GodHood. And As I Reach This Gate, It OpensAnd I Am Immersed In The Full Potential Of Man. I Have Become A God.
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Give Them My Heart Which I Have Given To You. [Apr. 3rd, 2006|06:28 pm]
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[music |Welcome To My Life - Simple Plan]

Here Begins The Story Of A Boy, Who Was Overcome By The World. He Could Stand No More.He Had To Get Out Or He Would Surely Die. He Had To Run Away. Away From The Hateful World. A New Life He Must Start. It Won't Be So Easy. With All Forces Acting Against Him, He Couldn't Stop The Pounding Of His Heart Against His Ribs. It Was Now Or Never. His Feet Wouldn't Move, Despite His Heart Telling Them To Go On. "Now. GO!" No Sooner Had The Words Escaped His Lips, Then He Was Running Through The Fields Surrounding The House. This Is What True Freedom Is, He Thought The Wind Dashing Against His Face As He Picked Up The Speed That Would Carry Him To The Land Of EverElse. This Is Where I Really Belong. Hours Had Passed. . . His Small Leather Pack Bumped Against His Back As He Slowly Made His Way Down The Moonlit Dirt Road. He Smiled, And Thought To Himself, And Who Knows? Maybe Starting A New Journey Won't Be So Hard . . . . Or Maybe It Has Already Begun . . . .
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Yeah! [Apr. 3rd, 2006|06:21 pm]
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Go Vincent!





Vincent/Lucrecia is Hopeless Love
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